Unforgettable

It is already Tuesday, but I could still feel in my veins what had happened last Saturday. Hehe, haven’t get rid with it and the hangover is still there.

Whoops, it is not about drinking liquor, it is about our very long Ph.D. final exam ( anyway my “kalyo” is still aching”). I think my classmates also do feel the same, it is my very first time, hahaha, first timers predicament I think!!

I am thinking now if what I have written is good enough to justify my callous, if my grammars are in good shape. How could I forget that in the last hour of our exam, my hands already refusing to write for it already shakes and could no longer form a single word (and so my mind too.)

Anyway, I haven’t slept the whole night then before my exam, nope , I didn’t review nor read my notes hehe… it is just because I need to prepare stuff of my daughter because she’ll be going to a fieldtrip (huhuhu, I wasn’t able to be with her!!!!)

An unforgettable experience, but it was fun…

Gentle with myself

I just started my "Losing weight" plan a while ago, and got this message from my Facebook account.

Hayy!!! I should realize it by now that in order for me to achieve my Weight goal, I should BE GENTLE with Myself!! Thank God for knocking my head!!

This will be the first on my self imposed rule, a Self imposed Policy, a motivation now and maybe forever...

And of course the other one..BE KIND and SUPPORTIVE . I will surely highlight it on my journal!

Have a Happy Wednesday everyone!!!

It's tiring

I was doing a little stretching exercising this morning when this thought popped up. Whooaaa, I am tired of being fat. I wanna try being slim. I wanna try having a little tummy, I wanna try stuff with an S or XS size.

Hahaha!!! (I just only realized it today????? )Nope, It was a wish before but now I believe it is a MUST to do now..LOL!

Well come to think of it. I should now take it seriously. I am tired of being heavy. How about being slim for a change, right? Nyay, of course, it will not take me one day to become thin. I did not become fat overnight anyway!!! (haaayyy...chocolates!!!)

Yes I know It's going to take time. It's going to take a lot of effort, motivation, and focus and of course SELF DISCIPLINE.

I should change my perception. I always try to lose weight but after quite some time I procrastinate. I should take it seriously not for any other reason but to be healthy and to have more choices of all girl stuff that I mostly like.

Yes, I always lose weight, always trying to lose weight but then again, I'd gain the weight back.Oohh, It's a ferocious cycle.(how bad!!)

Hayyy!!!! It's tiring. It’s really tiring.( haha!! what a sentiment!!!)

It must be a self imposed RULE now, I should try..ohhh not try I SHOULD lose weight and make it forever. And I will do it TODAY not tomorrow, or next month or next year but TODAY!!!!(focus..focus....LOL).

(wish me luck!!) .. wink”,)